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BABI YAR by Yevgeny Yevtushenko No memorial stands above Babi Yar – Only a precipice, a crude gravestone. Terror comes over me. I’m today As old as the Jewish people themselves. It seems to me now that I’m a Jew – I’m wandering along ancient Egypt. And now I’m nailed right to the cross, And to this day my stigmata are visible. It seems to me that I’m Alfred Dreyfus – The Philistines my informers and judges. I’m trapped, thrown into a cell, Hunted down, spit at, slandered, While genteel ladies sporting frills and flounces Poke me in the face with parasols as they squeal. It seems I’m the boy from the pogrom, The blood pours out, spills along the edge, Reeking of onions dipped in vodka, The lords of taverns pillage and plunder. Shoved under the murderer’s boot, I beg for mercy in vain. Howling “Kill the Jews and save Mother Russia!” The wholesale grain merchant rapes my mother. Oh, people of Russia! I know – You are in essence internationalist. But sometimes hands that are impure Have taken your pure name in vain. I know the goodness of your native land. How vile that, hardly moving a muscle, The anti-Semites have puffed themselves up With the name “Union of the Russian People”! It seems to me that I am Anna Frank, Transparent like an April bough. I am in love, I don’t need many words. What we need is to look into each other’s eyes. How our sense of sight fails us, Our sense of smell! The leaves of the spring trees are beyond our reach as is the sky above. Yet, we can still do much – how tender To touch each other in the dark. Are they moving towards us? Have no fear – You can hear The rumble of spring itself trooping in. Come to me. Give me now your lips. Are they breaking down the door? No, the winter ice is cracking… The wild grass rustles above Babi Yar. The trees look down in dread like judges. Everything here howls silently, Lowering my hat, I feel myself slowly turning grey, Turning into a shriek, a monolithic slab Above tens of thousands buried here. I stand here like every old man shot, Like every infant, baby shot. Every nerve in me remembers! Let the “Internationale” ring out When the last anti-Semite on Earth is buried. There is no Jewish blood in me. Yet, I am hated with calloused rage By every anti-Semite – like a Jew, And that is why … I am a true Russian! 1961 Benjamin Sher Russian Translator January 2, 2006 |
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